i was literally pacing back and forth in my room, holding my cellphone, considering whether to type a text message or not.


i didn’t know exactly what drove me rather insane – i guess i’m always crazy anyway.


the hot weather or just hormones overdrive of mine.


i just need, i just want to at least say hi.


so, i did. i did type random text, hit the send symbol. less than a minute later, i received a reply.


just like that.


i have absolutely no idea how i got the person stuck in my head.


i guess it’s this one stereotype which girls tend to find bad boys more attractive than the good ones.


and this is a good way to drive myself to self-destruction.