umm yeah, entering the second WEEK of my 5th semester final exam.

this evening i got a little surprise, made me think a weeee deeper.

connected to that surprise, i watched this movie about 2 weeks ago, titled A Cinderella Story: Once Upon a Song. got interested with that movie simply because Lucy Hale is the main role. turned out…

not as amazing as i expected but they have amazing original soundtracks.

that’s what i love from musical movies. they usually equipped their movies with great songs.


so, continued from what i had this evening, i remember about one song entitled Extra Ordinary

it’s not the official video, though.


one part of the lyric that gets me so well:

You believe in all the things you deny




denying the last thing i wanted to deny is the most painful thing to do.

what’s more pathetic than denying things i don’t want to deny?

i keep doing it.

the denial behavior.

deny. deny. deny.


i know by denying won’t make things okay.

it means i have to put another burden in my head and heart.


denying is safe, but it’s not comforting.

denying is simple, but it’s not easy.


because i believe in all the things i deny.